Many have attempted to describe the indescribable pain of depression. Numerous similes and metaphors have been used to attempt to convey depression’s deep, deep agonies. However, I don’t think I’ve seen anything come so close to describing the indescribable as this deeply moving poem by Sue Lubbers.

Three things make this poem especially touching. First, it was written by a Christian, which actually adds another layer to the suffering. Christians with depression not only lose physical energy, intellectual ability, and emotional activity, but the most precious thing in their life feels lost – their spiritual relationship with their Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

Second, the poem is breathtakingly honest. It does not attempt to gloss over or minimize the awful thoughts and feel­ings that stalk and haunt the soul in this desolate valley. It is so far removed from the shallow and artificial triumphalism of so much of modern Christianity. It is much more reminiscent of the deep and genuine piety we find in many of the Psalms, in Job, and in Jeremiah.

Third, the poem holds out great hope for those still pass­ing through these deep waters. To get maximum benefit, don’t read across the two columns. Rather, read the whole of the first column; then start reading down the second column, compar­ing it as you go with the parallel line in the first column. What a transformation! The Lord has brought about a revolution in this dear believer’s life. If you, or a loved one, are still in column one, then read column two and see what our almighty and gracious God can do in the most desperate of situations.

If the Lord has spared you this affliction, thank Him for His undeserved favor towards you, and use the poem to culti­vate sympathy and understanding for sufferers.

Table⤒🔗